RKS Literature: Inside Jail Thinking About Getting Out (Brad Smith)

“On the inside, all a man thinks about is getting out. Night and day, it’s always there, like an unfulfilled promise-that always indistinct point of time somewhere in the distance when he is no longer in stir. It occupies a man’s head when he is thinking about it, and it occupies his head when it isn’t. The mental pursuit of that future moment is so powerful that he invariably forgets to consider the next question.

What to do when it finally happens.

Because being out with nothing to do and nowhere to go is not that much different from being in. The difference from being inside and being out was that on the inside, a man always has a plan. And that was to get out. Being out robbed him of that objective, and it was in looking for a brand-new objective that he usually got himself into trouble.”

Brad Smith, “All Hat”, 2003, Penguin Canada.

Published by Robert K Stephen (CSW)

Robert K Stephen writes about food ,drink, travel, film, and lifestyle issues. He also has published serialized novels "Life at Megacorp", "Virus # 26, "Reggie the Egyptian Rescue Dog" and "The Penniless Pensioner" Robert was the first associate member of the Wine Writers’ Circle of Canada. He also holds a Mindfulness Certification from the University of Leiden and the University of Toronto. Be it Spanish cured meat, dried fruit, BBQ, or recycled bamboo place mats, Robert endeavours to escape the mundane, which is why he has established this publication. His motto is, "Have Story, Will Write."

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