RKS RUSSIAN LITERATURE: The Sordidness of Beggary After Being Wiped Out at Gambling! (Fyodor Dostoevsky)

Scarcely a year and a half have passed, but I’m worse off than the poorest beggar. But what is a beggar anyhow? Who cares about being a beggar? I’ve just ruined myself, that’s all. There’s nothing I could compare my situation to at the moment, and moralizing would serve no purpose in any case. At the present time nothing would be more absurd than moralizing. And as for those self-satisfied people, in their unctuous pride, are always ready, to mouth their maxims, if only they knew how fully I understand the sordidness of my present state they wouldn’t trouble to wave their tongues at me! What can they say to me that I don’t already know. And is that the point in any case? The real point is this – that in a single turn of the roulette wheel, everything changes.

Fyodor Dostoevsky, “The Gambler”, 1866

Published by Robert K Stephen (CSW)

Robert K Stephen writes about food ,drink, travel, film, and lifestyle issues. He also has published serialized novels "Life at Megacorp", "Virus # 26, "Reggie the Egyptian Rescue Dog" and "The Penniless Pensioner" Robert was the first associate member of the Wine Writers’ Circle of Canada. He also holds a Mindfulness Certification from the University of Leiden and the University of Toronto. Be it Spanish cured meat, dried fruit, BBQ, or recycled bamboo place mats, Robert endeavours to escape the mundane, which is why he has established this publication. His motto is, "Have Story, Will Write."

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